Retrogrades… where things go tits up! We currently have Venus & Mercury in retrograde. So what does that mean?

When Venus is in retrograde there is communication breakdown. Love & Finances have some big troubles. When Mercury is in retrograde it causes a disruption in travel and transitions.

ALL of these things are fucking my week up. I have a tour company & the weather has been fucked up everytime we have a big tour booked. With this weekend de rain storms on top of the crazy weather we had last week… we have had to cancel $2000 worth of tours this month. A massive gut punch. But wait there’s more…

After sinking money we don’t really have into our new location (which was left in shambles to us) we now have gotten notice that we will most likely have to spend a big amount of money to re-permit the location because it has to be rezoned. What a fucking scam by the city. But wait there’s more ..

We had a tour two nights ago that had drunk grandmas on it. Who then snuck alcohol on to the tour & ended up more shit-faced at the end of the tour. One was popping pills. One couldn’t even walk on her own. Which led to us saying something , them yelling at us , then a teenage girl from a different part in the tour started yelling at them and it almost became a brawl. It was wild! Ugh I have zero tolerance for drunks. Wait there’s more…

Someone (probably the former owners) snuck onto our new property and took some of the furniture from the side yard. Should I have listened to my friend and purchased a gate to go around the place. Probably. Did I have the money to do that after losing so much money because of rain cancellations? Fuck no. wait there’s more…

I also fucked yo my arm while wrangling some carts for work because I was so pissed at the drunk grandmas and was so annoyed ended up doing something to my bicep and not I can barely lift things or hold my arm up. What the actual fuck??

Fucking retrograde!!!

So what to do from here?

Well.. you make lemonade out of the lemons given to you. You suck it up & forge ahead. You figure it out.

Tonight. I’m stressed, exhausted, & over stimulated. So tonight I will open my windows, turn my ceiling fan on, turn my floor fan on almost the highest level, grab two blankets sleep with a heating pad. Does that all seem counter productive… does it matter? It makes me comfy & that’s all I want. Peace of mind. A moment where I’m not fighting to stay a float. Maybe a little “meds” and drift off to sleep listening to 1920’s music hoping for a thunder storm to happen. I’m hoping my arm feels better and I get some decent sleep. I’m hoping that our events Friday and Saturday bring people in to help replace the money lost from the rain. I hope people stop fucking with our shit!

What a crazy week.

We’ve accomplished so much I’m not even sure if we have the time to give ourselves our flowers on what we have accomplished.

Ugh… what a week!

Hope your week is going well!