Men are emotional. If I get emotional with a man it’s usually in response to his behavior and how THEY emotional deal with something.

I went to a corporate meeting today where the accountant is raising his voice and me, being condescending , cussing at me, and was trying to make me feel really stupid. It was the most humiliating things that’s happened to me since my ex-husband and how he would talk down to me and try to make me feel stupid. Needless to say… I wish I had thicker skin but after I lashed out back at him and he was “offended” and called me a bunch of names, I cried because I let that situation stoop down to his grotesque level. Also, I felt so incredibly stupid.

Most Men tell you one thing and then they change their mind and act like they never said anything like that before. Why do they do that? So they can just say women are “crazy”?

I’m pretty fucked up by his behavior and feel fucking best down. Why the fuck are men so fucking heartless and mean all the time?? How can they lie to your face and make you feel like you’ve wronged them so how?? They never take accountability for the shit they do. Yet crucify the women if we don’t fit into their box. What the fuck??

This sets me back not trusting men even farther. Do they get off on lying? Do they feel good to make us feel insignificant? What the fuck is it?

I don’t have to work today but I think I’m going to go to work but on some Cardi B and emotionally release while making bathbombs or something?

I am broke, tired, beat down, and upset.

I just don’t understand why most men are so fucking heartless. It’s really bothering me.

They were other men in the room just chilling and watching that shit go down. Not a word was uttered.

I feel pretty defeated today